Category God

Back from Manila 0

Aug2

What a trek it has been these past six weeks, living and serving incarnationally among the urban poor of Manila!  I just got back from our debrief week in Bangkok, Thailand and am staying in Taipei now.  As many of you know, I will be in Taiwan for a year teaching English.

I can honestly say that the past six weeks have been the most intense, emotional, and joyful six weeks of my life as I lived among the poor in Manila.  Although the physical discomforts of living in the slums are hard to ignore, I was surprised at how little those seemed to bother me.  Praise God for how He’s worked in me to change that!  Instead, I found myself much more emotionally stressed as I saw so much poverty in my face and felt helpless to change their situation and as I saw the innocence and dignity stripped from young girls working in the bars. continue reading »

One Voice 1

I saw the Hillsongs United concert last night which was incredible, of course.  :) The Merriweather Post Pavilion was packed, literally, with multitudes of people all gathered to worship God through music.  The entire outdoor pavilion was lined with people and even beyond, on the lawn, there were even more!

It was so encouraging to see the worship team use the musical gifts God has given them for His kingdom and glory.  And I think the one thing that stood out to me the most was just how large of a congregation was brought together last night all singing in unison.  It was great to hear and see shouts of joy and jumps of praise all for God’s glory and praise.

I can’t even describe how beautiful a sound it was to hear THOUSANDS of people singing the same song all in one voice, all in unison, all in praise of our mighty God.

Victor, Me, and Paul at the Hillsongs Concert

Victor, Me, and Paul at the Hillsongs Concert

“Light” Reading: The New Friars 0

May11

Now a college graduate, I have only five weeks left before I leave the States for Manila and then a year in Taiwan.  In preparation for my missions trip to Manila, we have been asked to read The New Friars.  Since all I find myself doing when I sit at home is fall asleep on my bed (even after getting more than 10 hours of sleep at night), I had to leave my house to focus on reading the book.  I have a theory that my bed at home is dangerously comfortable and when you lie down on it you get sucked into it and even with the loudest alarm on the planet, there is no hope for actually dragging yourself out of bed on time.

So, I drove to Starbucks and bought a grande iced coffee for $2.00 and plopped down on a stool to begin reading.  From time to time, I would peer out the large glass windows of the coffee house and gaze at the beautifully crisp and clean landscape that has been so meticulously designed for the rich elite of my suburban neighborhood–the comfortably safe residential area of the politicians, lawyers, and doctors of the wealthy metro DC area.  And as I began reading about the intractable poverty that plagues the vast majority of this globe, I knew that God was already teaching me before I even set foot on a plane. continue reading »

Preparation for Manila 1

May6

So, I am heading to Manila this summer on a missions trip where I’ll be living in the urban slums and serving the poor there.  At first, I was extremely scared and tempted to ignore the tug that I was feeling at my heart.  I am still scared of what life will be like without all of the comforts that I have become so used to in the States.  But, at the same time, I am also really excited to see how God will push me and challenge me over this summer.

I was also really worried about how I would raise $3,700 to fund the trip.  The most I had ever raised before was around $200, so this was a substantial increase in the amount of money I would be asking people to support me for.  God helped me to trust in Him and know that He would not call me to do something outside of my means or to do something that He would not provide for and prepare me for.  Almost immediately after I sent out support letters, I got an overwhelming response.  I was so encouraged and surprised.  The way that God is revealing to me even now, before I leave, His provision and faithfulness is praiseworthy and amazing!!

Asian-American? 0

Oct30

So, I went to my first Starfield concert tonight. I must say, it was an amazing night of worship and it was such a blessing to be there and to hear the testimonies of the members of both of the bands share through their lyrics and their words how God had been impacting their lives thus far. Plus, I basically fell in love with an up and coming band: Above the Golden State.  But, anyway, that’s not the reason I’m blogging.

The thing is, after the opening act (Above the Golden State, as represented by Michael Watson), left the stage, a video played while Starfield was setting up. Now, I’m sure that they played it just for comedic effect, but something about the video left me unsettled.  The video opens with a Chinese (I presume) man speaking in a monotone, clearly broken English as he advertises a synth keyboard.  The beginning is extremely dry and the man seems as though a robot just listing off various items.  He does recieve some redemption by the end of the video, however, as he unseemingly plays a pretty sweet set off of the synth keyboard.

I really felt that God was stirring something in me because I knew that this wasn’t a part of His Kingdom, so He somehow gave me the courage to approach them about it after the concert.  I waited until they came out from the back and most of the crowd had left; only a few had remained to get autographs and pictures with the band.  Probably because I was nervous, in front of a band that I admire, and that I was speaking to a bunch of strangers, I pretty much jumbled up everything that I meant to say.  I tried as hard as I could to express how I felt, but I don’t think I got across much and although I am definitely glad that I said anything at all, I didn’t think I gave the situation enough justice as it deserved. So, here’s what I would have said if I could go back and do it over again…

“Dear Starfield,

Let me start off by saying that I was truly blessed to be at your concert tonight and just to be worshipping with you guys.  It’s so encouraging to see you guys using your God-given talents to glorify Him and further His kingdom.  However, I did want to mention one thing because I feel like God really stirred something in my heart while I was sitting at my seat in the audience.  I don’t know how you guys will receive what I have to say, but I hope that God will speak His truths to you regardless of what I say.  I pray that anything from my mouth that is not from God would be forgotten and that only His truths and righteousness would remain. Here goes.

I don’t know whether or not you chose the video that played before you guys came up to worship and I definitely do not mean to imply that you had any malicious intent in playing the video if you did choose it.  It is a comical and enjoyable video and to most, I’m sure it did not bother them at all.  But, I think the very reason that we as a society, even as a Christian fellowship, have become so numb to the stereotypes around us should cause us to do something about it.  I personally felt that the video perpetuated the stereotypes of Asian-Americans as emotionless, unable to speak English properly, and robotic.  The mere fact that he was the one in a video using a synth keyboard pretty much distinguishes him as “different” from the “normal” whatever that means.

But, I think that God desires for us to be united in His Kingdom.  Paul writes in 1 Corinthians, “But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it, so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other.”  As Christians, we are held to a higher standard and I think that God wants us to step out of the racial divisions that society has forced upon us, to rejoice and take hold of our unique multicultural identities in Him, and to unite as ONE body.  As followers of Christ, we need to question the norms of society and ask how God can be glorified through everything that we do, even if it seems like race isn’t something that applies to us because we’re from the majority culture.  Actually, it applies to everyone and it should apply to the church as well.

And you know, I don’t know what you will choose to do with this. I pray that God will speak to you and my saying this is how I can be faithful, I can’t change your mind about things or force you to do something that you don’t believe in your heart as well. But, I appreciate you guys listening to me at least speak what was on my heart and I hope that whatever happens, God is glorified.”

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